Saturday, April 30, 2011
Exciting isnt it.. i've many many things that i wanted to say... HAHAHA almost 1mth never blog isnt it? finally got the FEEEEEEEEEEL to blog today... wow.. i think i've not been a good parents :( recently totally neglect much to rainrain >.
that day was a REAL EPIC SCENE..! lol~ he just drop down from a height of my waist.. seriously i think that scared him off really.. HAHAHA! having a hard time catching him.. lol..! we have been tgt for like 1mth + already :D hope i got more time to spend together with him recently....
recently school reopens already things haven changed much.. especially.. yeah.. you all should know.. haaha that... situation still the same.. have been struggling... no idea what to do... recently things have been into more complex.. hahaha but i still dont know how to start from.. it's just... the ARGGGGG feel.. hahaha!
Going to get more busy this whole sem... i bet i can occupied my free time to something else instead of sitting around... emo-ing... worried about things... and even thinking about him.. which is totally useless now... LOL! people say it doesnt worth it... hahaha after thinking i too realised that..
so well.. hope things can get abit better... shall stop talking about him any more... everything will turn nrml... ah grace bday coming already.. but i yet plan anything nor bought any present yet.. seriously i guessed i've really failed to be a friend.. most likely.. im still kinda useless in the end..
hate that feel ttm...
ohh recently like more things expected.. :D shall produce something interesting soon XD wondering why am i still here at around 6am in the morning..not sleeping.. but blogging here... not that i cant sleep.. is just that im too hungry.. skipped my dinner.. but i ate tomatos.. alot of themm.. but still hungry.. offlined at 11pm.. but sms still around 12..=.= woke up suddenly at 4am+ and until now im still rotting around...
right eyes feeling so pain... haiz... maybe i shall stop w.e. dream of mine just wake up from this nightmare which occuring.. sometimes my heart not functioning well... whopps i mean 口不对心。。yeah thats the word.. always saying those.. give up give up things.. but the heart doesnt agree.. haiz.. how long can this last......??? FML..
think it's time for me to go back lala land tired max! nights @_@ and morning to all...
