Monday, March 28, 2011
Seriously.. those bad memories still carries on with me... and i cant get rid of them... i need a something to change my attention and forget about the past so that i can even move on... the things i've done.. simply cant forgive myself for doing so... 1dumb action causes so many regrets... almost killed my entire life... haiz.. living in such miserable memory kills me from the inside....
Recently... all those memory came back haunting me again... haiz... hope that i can just forget everything and quickly move on before it actually get worst... those past... that i've kept in my heart for so long... haiz...how and when can i get rid of them????????? i need an answer... haiz.. hopefully some people might save me from those pain... perharps friends? family? or even.. hahaha ok shouldnt think of that as its still impossible...
but hopefully... this year will be a good year for me to learn to walk out of those nightmares... Jiayous bah... Hope the another me will also vanish together with those bad memory... so that the real me will be back too.. struggling so much hope every hard work done being paid off...!
I can do it!
